Two Poems by Lynn Levin
When the hollyhock sways in the breeze,
I always think a girl
with a flower in her hair
and no face
is walking by my window.
She tells me every other thing about herself,
half of where she goes.
And her blown pink kisses
that never reach my lips:
I can’t get enough of those.
I was happy as one
who offers her heart
and doesn’t care
if it’s accepted or not.
I was less, not more.
I skipped my stupid resentments
like stones across the river,
forgave those who walked off
while I was speaking,
owed me money,
blamed me for things I didn’t do.
If spirits could rise like helium,
then my spirits rose like helium.
I couldn’t tell my breath
from the new-mown grass,
the scent of the white azalea.
You said that I threw myself away.
You said that resistance
would have been nobler
than resignation. I began
to fear that you were right
for in the morning my heart was lighter
than air, but in the evening
I felt insolid and grew frantic.
Per Contra Poetry - Fall 2006